2009-Apr-28 - Loss in a bowl of cooling time |
At that time, how he loved her. Think she is so amazingly beautiful. He, and every timeonly after the window of their home, the little to stop, and then quickly look up one, and sometimes just to see her white lace window screens and soft and fluttering in the wind, there are time, will see her smiling face, as well as she jumps in the shimmering water of the eyes in general.
Also more than just as a. He was only a temporary summer newspaper work. And she is their beautiful daughter of a client.
Summer, as have eyes as beautiful, and even the scorching sun seems unlimited soft and beautiful. She told him that the only word, was his last day of work, he had an accident, newspapers fell from the bike, the way a central Caesar, he hurried forward to pick, do not perceive behind intolerance to ringing of the taxi horn. Kind of confusion, he clearly heard the voice of a pure soft saying Master, we pass it. And then a pile of newspapers from her pass to the hands of very light blue you all right?
It new scarf was in the car which is called faster cars, it is necessary to keep the plane.
After that, he again that area, the white lace window screens, they look for aold woman. I have heard that the family moved. Do not know what place to move.
Met her again, is a few years later, he was waiting for rest area shopping malls fiance.her to stand on him, did not speak, he raised his head, one recognized her. She is mature or an amazingly beautiful, her eyes with surprise movements, like a mass of water on combustion and fire. She told him that the second sentence After I moved back to find you, they say you will not be. Do not even address how do you stay!
He did not quite remember how he followed her to the coffee shop, how to embrace her apartment. All as a lastest gucci scarf general fire, burned all his lost memory. The middle of the night, he wake up hungry, she curled in a beautiful place him so that he. Stomach or hunger, in the room, can not find anythings get out of bed, he gently worn, he would like to, or she is also hungry, he can go to for her to buy a bowl of won ton noodles.
But when he brought hot wonton noodle stand in the street have a weak floor hall, he found that he could not find a way. He even asked her if she forgot the name. Rational men to come up with a phone he set up a phone on mute, and many had not answer the phone, it reminds me, he did not even have her phone to use a note of the future, telephone calls and access to, there fiancee cry Are you gone? What happened is you love. I am worried sick.
This overwhelming sad loss. He closed the phone, and even have their own feel to pull off too. With micro-earlier passion is in memory to find the edge of the door. He can remember only run in the run up, the wonton noodlehands from the hot to the micro-heat, to warm to cold. He just felt run down run out into how themay also recall.
Finally, he saw a half bottle of mineral water next to the door, they last night was so eager to have the other side, even the half bottle of mineral water are no longer holding time. Him to ring the doorbell, ecstasy was quickly cooled withalready smell wonton noodle general vanish. To open the door with a half naked man, his gaze, I would ask who?
In fact, as the fierce encounter, and then it was no longer wonton noodle bowl of cooling time.
He married the day after the marriage of a Coke truck billboard, he suddenly recalled that, they embrace the back, hands, but Coke is not mineral water.
In other words, he looked for so long to find a bowl,he did not find her. Or, he did not want to have to insist on looking for it forever.
To find a family, heher. He, why because that bowl of noodlesgive up the case?
new hermes scarf He wears in his ring finger of the bride39s time. Palm suddenly very hot, like the bowl bit by bit off the temperature of the cooling in the palm of his memory again and again, and then remember, remember, and then think of, so in the end, his heart has become the most deepest wound, how it no better. |
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2009-Apr-24 - Out from the Shadows |
When I told people I would like to walk the Central United States, many people said wow, all need the courage to talk about. Some people say You can not be done. However, I weight 181 kilograms of carrying heavy backpack, has 489 kilometers away.
I was the father of two children, but I am troubled obesity. In order to lose weight, I have decided to proceed on foot from San Diego across the entire United States, the destination is New York. In fact, the weight loss is not the only purpose of this trip, I vaguely felt destined to change my life.
I was not fat, a young man I served in the naval fleet was also a handsome man, have many friends in California, live happily every day.
However, in 25-year-old that year, a car accident changed everything. Two passengers from a bus at a crossroads, I do not see cheap ed hardy scarves ... ... the crime due to traffic accident I spent in prison for 10 days. Since then I fell into a deep self-reproach in the face of the deceased39s family can not. The passage of time, I am guilty of a growing, long-term depression of the weight I can lastest ed hardy scarves not be inhibited to continue to rise.
my wife is my good friend39s sister, after the accident, she gave me great concern, and we got married. However, influenza is still terrible and I blamequest, which I ignored the well-being of reality, and always able to put aside the past. I have owned a company, but after that accident, I no longer operating. A year ago, we sold the house, the mother moved to live.
At first I thought when walkingknow my scheme, we will say that I am crazy, but in fact, she encouraged me Well, you go. Plan did not do too much, I check the map to find highway to avoid a line. In April 10 I hit the road, and plans to arrive in New York in October. Backpack has been filled with food, water and a tent, but I went into two books, one is Zen and motorcycle maintenance technology on tourism and the philosophy of life book and the other is the Austrian Desai.
I walk about 15 miles a day in the weight loss may be faster after that. Boolean in Arizona City hiid what I call a weight loss of about four pounds per week. To maintain this pace, by mid-July I will be able to reach the city of Winslow, Arizona, as the Eagles sang songs inside the standing on the corner of Winslow, Arizona to see the beauty.
At 66 Highway a highway running through the United States very difficult journey, I almost without water, a long way to long, lonely torment me like that incidents such as the nightmare in my mind repeatedly surfaced. I know it is not sensible Sometimes I imagine myself to be a retribution, killed by a car. Whilst recognizing that this is not the case, but whenever the vehicle when passing, my mind will quickly flash a thought retribution came.
That incident made me hate myself, lose self-confidence. But now I want to try to extricate themselves and survive. If you do not do so, there will be more unfortunate event - the family will be hurt because of me, perhaps in the 50-year-old, I would die because of obesity, at that time my child is only 18 years old and 13 years old, They are young souls will suffer great pain. I can not let them lose my father, I would like to live healthy, be a good father. When the time arrived in New York, from the past 15 years I failed to get out of the shadow, I am a strong person, and when we decide, we will move forward. |
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